There’s soo many people who bothering me;
except those people who beside me a lot.
they also trying to pretend the best,
but i don’t care what ever they do.
as long as they look soo impostor to me;
and they disturb me to face the trials that i made.
even though that they hate;
even that they try to understand me;
if they try to do something meanfull,
i appreciate for what they do to make me happy.
sometimes, i feel there’s so many thorns around me,
i feel soo very hurt what ive done to they;
and it is soo very complicated to explain what i been done.
i hope that they understand for being a stupid person is not easy to do.
and sometimes, i feel so alone without the people who near me.
although, every that i’ve face;
every time that i spent,
a new challenge to me that they want me to face;
even it dificult to me.
sometimes, i been sacrifice my life,
to others that have no strenght to face all thier problems.
but now, i’ll give give them courage to face thier own lives;
i’ll give them to manage their own self,
and i will give them hope to all the challenge that they face to be.
but for now;
they will used thier own way,
they used thier own porpose,
and thier own power to examine thier self;
to know what is the meaning of life to them.
When I was crying,
i realize that problems is always is in my side.
trials is always in my front,
and some of them makes my failed.
although that it’s so very hard to think of it;
thing that makes my tears fall down to my eyes.
sometimes, i can’t breath when im cryin’.
it’s so hard to enhale and it’s so easy to exhale.
then i can’t move my fingers;
and so my body.
even that i failed to face my problems;
but i don’t give up of it.
i just expressing it by the way of making poem.
all of it, all my anger and all may sadness.
sometimes that im all alone,
alone for all the times make me hurt.
until i knew someone, that makes my fell better.
through this time;
she’s always makes me happy.
she’s always there for me,
and she makes my feel better when im alone.
i thank her for her kindness to me;
im very happy that i knew you…
For all this time,
i think that all i’ve done to you;
all i give to you,
and all what happend to us;
you’ve all deny it to the face of others.
but its enough to me,
it hurts when the time i remember.
From now on,
all your apologize and all you care;
i wont ever accept it,
after what you’ve done to me.
And now,
you will never saw what i am in the past;
you will never get anything to me;
and most all you wont ever knew me anymore.
sooner or later;
you will know what has benn hurt;
you will know what the feel has been play with.
’till you give up anything to someone,
to someone that you been hurt soo much.
I thought that faith is true;
but i am wrong.
Destiny i think or maybe the things that happend,
for my world of lost.
I try’d to speak what my problem is,
but i am a denial person.
My life is soo complicated,
or im just a impostor person.
But wait…
I learn something about searching;
far all i’ve done and for all what i did,
they give me hope and courage.
strenght to stand alone;
and a protection for darkness.
and love, love for everything;
even i’ve hurt them soo much.
Friends, family and maybe the od;
He or they are always there to me,
i hope that they always their,
to guide my wrong path of my life.
i think sometimes,
that it is my time.
im cry down below,
im struggle to my trials,
just to face that all.
do you think that it is your time?
try to think for what will be happen;
if you die, many will miss you,
many will hurt for what did you done,
many will say that “i wish that its not you”,
and many will say “sorry for all”.
time, time, time.
a few hours its morning,
and a few hours wll be evening.
so try to calm,
or just go rest.
tommorrow will gone,
all the problems that you’ve face.
it just take a time,
time to move on anything that you been face.
